how are you feeling?
hi pretty girl :)
I'm so glad you're happy. I love thinking about you smiling and how good you look when you do. Genuinely, just the thought of it makes me so fucking happy, because my favorite girl in the world is happy.
I loveeee when you're happy because you give off such positive energy, and it boosts my mood and everything. When you talk about the small things you love, I could listen for hours.
I love you sosososososososoooo much, Risha. I hope you feel like this every day, every hour, every minute, every second for the rest of your life, because you genuinely deserve all the happiness in the world. I know you aren't always super happy, and that sucks, but the times when you are mean so much to me.
Hearing you when you're happy makes me forget about everything else in my life except just how much I love you. I hope I can be a part of that happiness, even if it’s just by making you smile for a second. I never want to be the reason your happiness fades; I only ever want to be the reason it grows.
I love you baby. I love your laugh, your goofy little faces, your energy, and your softness. I love everything about you. Please keep smiling, because seeing you happy is everything to me.
hey baby :(
I know you feel really heavy rn and you're just sick of life or just tired of talking to people or just exhausted in general and you feel alone and that's okay. I really wish I could be there right next to you to hold you and cuddle with you and comfort you, telling you that it is deadass all gonna be okay because it really isn't that deep, and it will be okay.
You don't have to be sad or overwhelmed alone, pretty girl. I'm always going to be here for you whether you like it or not :). I love you and I'm always going to be here to help you however it may be; no matter what I need to do, I will do it.
I wish I could remove every bad feeling you ever feel because you deadass don't deserve any of this. The only emotion you deserve (and are allowed to feel) is happiness. Nothing else is allowed to infest you. Nvm maybe love too.
You're genuinely one of the most emotionally competent people I've ever known. I know I don't say this ever but I genuinely mean it. With the things you've been through and things you've felt, I could never handle it the way you do. Please don't ever hide anything from me because you think you're a burden. I love you so much and nothing you ever say will ever make me think you're a burden or I'm tired of you, so cut that stupid shit out.
You can cry, you can rant, you can cuddle, I can distract you, we can play games, we can watch something, we can just call and be silent. I'm always going to be here for you. I love every single part of you Risha, even the parts where you're so fucking sad to the point that you can't stop crying. I will always love you and always be here for you.
hey pretty girl :(
I get that you're mad at yourself rn and I hate the fact that you are so fucking much. You don't deserve to think about yourself like that, you don't deserve to talk to yourself like that, you don't deserve any of it. You being upset at yourself might be the second worst emotion I'd ever want you to feel, and it makes me feel so bad that you are.
Whatever the reason for you being mad at yourself is, whether it's about school, your friends, or me, I need you to know that regardless, I'm so proud of you and I love you so much. :)
I know sometimes you might feel like you're not good enough, but you always are. I love you soooooooo much Risha and I wish I could be there to hold you and kiss you and remind you everything's okay. You're human and you're allowed to make mistakes and you're allowed to feel bad and not have everything in your life set already, but none of that changes just how amazing you are.
You genuinely are the kindest, most caring, most loving, most funniest person I know and I will ever know. I know sometimes you're mad at yourself but you need to know that I'm not. I'm not mad, I'm not upset, I just love you so much.
I'm sorry if I ever made you feel like you're not enough because you are, you're so much more than enough, and sometimes it's hard for me to say that and I'm so sorry. Pleaseeeee be softer with yourself. Think about yourself how you think about me, even though I know it's hard.
You're still my favorite person whether you're at your worst or your best. I love you so much. I love you baby, I love when you're happy, I love when you're sad, I love when you're mad at yourself. I will always love you.
hiii risha :)
I know sometimes you look at yourself and you don't like what you see or you don't feel that good and it genuinely sucks so fucking much. I wish you could see what I see, like holy FUCKKKKKKKKKKK you're so FUCKING BEAUTIFUL RISHA, YOU DON'T GET IT.
I LOVEEE your eyes, I LOVEE your voice, I LOVEEEE your laugh, and oh my fuck, I genuinely could stare at your smile for hours. I LOVEE your eyes, I love the way you talk about things, I love your hair, I love the way you get shy when I compliment you. I love your everything.
You're my pretty girl. I don't care what anyone else looks like because I never have and I know I never will see anyone who's as beautiful as you are, because holy fuck no one comes close. You're perfect and I know you compare yourself sometimes, and I promise you I ain't even gonna tell you not to, because bro, compare all you want because holy fuck you're so much fucking better than anyone else ever. You are so much more than enough it's unreal.
I loveee the way you look. I love when you look homeless, I love your messy hair, I love your face when you're about to sleep, when you're about to wake up. I love when you wear hoodies, I love when you're in those cute black crop top thingies. You deadass make me tweak out so hard without even trying, it's so fucking unreal. I'm sorry if I ever, ever, ever made you doubt how perfect you are because holy fuck Risha, I am genuinely never going to get a girl as good looking as you ever in my life.
You're it for me, Risha. You're my baby, my pretty girl, my perfect girl. I love you SOOOOOO much and I need you to start seeing yourself how me and everyone else does because oh my fuckkkk it's unreal. I promise you regardless of what you think, I will never stop reminding you every single fucking day how pretty you are. :)